There are no words
to describe how much I hate myself
loathe myself
wishing I could fix myself.
There are no words
to describe how much I regret my actions
to explain how much guilt has overcome me
to display my utmost remorse
I wish I could punish myself
hurt myself
make me feel more
useless
Yet
that is not how you fix things
not how you fix yourself
I may have to live, without any forgiveness
without being trusted
without love from a friend
I'm weak now
but I'll be strong
For you
For me
And that's just the way it has to be
Nobody knows
so don't stop
Forget the past
and keep the now
That's all we've got
so hang on tight
It's gonna get bumpy
sooner or later
Am I right?
cause I'm pretty wrong
recalling faults
is a natural talent
just another fact
that you should know
I just might be going crazy
Distraction
since when did you appear?
on and on
thinking about what I can do
not sure
time wasted
ticking away the confusion
thinking it is all gone
regrets are none, hopes are big
in my mind they are yet to be found
controlling thoughts; easy
kicking myself; easier
my eyes are open to it
I see you fade
and realize I'm erasing you
everyone is leaving
give me another chance
yet again
yet again
yet again
There are no words
to describe how much I hate myself
loathe myself
wishing I could fix myself.
There are no words
to describe how much I regret my actions
to explain how much guilt has overcome me
to display my utmost remorse
I wish I could punish myself
hurt myself
make me feel more
useless
Yet
that is not how you fix things
not how you fix yourself
I may have to live, without any forgiveness
without being trusted
without love from a friend
I'm weak now
but I'll be strong
For you
For me
And that's just the way it has to be
Nobody knows
so don't stop
Forget the past
and keep the now
That's all we've got
so hang on tight
It's gonna get bumpy
sooner or later
Am I right?
cause I'm pretty wrong
recalling faults
is a natural talent
just another fact
that you should know
I just might be going crazy
My photos as a reference...... by thrumyeye, journal
My photos as a reference......
I receive many request for using my photos as a reference for drawings, paintings, tattoos etc.
Usually it's fine with me and I've enjoyed some wonderful creations based on my photography.
I thought it might be a nice idea to feature some of these artworks in my journal or blog.
The rules according to reference use can be found in my signature, but since I get asked so often here they are again:
♥ Yes, You can use my photos as a reference for drawings/paintings etc.
♥ For commercial use, please send me a note
♥ My photos aren't stock, so photo manipulations of my work are not allowed.
♥ Proper credits (link ba
I want my named changed. damn you all
OH HEY GUYS!
I think I might just use this again..lol whatttttttttt? that's crazy! gurl you crazy!
>:( shut up
FOLLOW ME ON TUMBLR: mystiemree
I haven't been on dA much...probably because I don't really care about it anymore xD;
I'm in a really tough time in my life right now...and I have to deal with a lot of things.
Be prepared for some depressing poetry, I guess.
My tumblr is: mystiemree
follow me there, I guess.
I need to upload more art.
thank goodness tumblr and livejournal now harbor my angst and teenage woes.
BECAUSE DEVIANTART IS ABOUT ART, NOT YOUR PROBLEMS (usually)
okay yeah...just wanted to be like "WOO I'M ALIVE"